I have been noticing an odd restlessness in my mind during the last couple of days. It's not physical its like a reminder of some sort. There is something I should do but for the life of me I do not know what it is.
I don't know how to really describe the feeling other than I feel I should be doing something but I have no idea what. I know I'm repeating myself, can't be helped. A niggling is what my mother would have called it, a persistently troubling in my mind.
I just tried to sleep and my mind was everywhere, the internet issues in my building, the relationship between the Proffessor and I, needing a new fountain pen, giving away all of my craft stuff and finding out how the professor really sees me.
That last is a little weird, I remember wanting to tell me what kind of person I was besides flighty and clumsy. It is hard knowing that what I think I am is not how others see me. Not at all sure why, its like I want to know what my character is so I can correct it somehow. Nuts right? Maybe I should get the good doctor to send me to a loony bin except that I am not a danger to others or myself so they probably wouldn't take me.
Peace and Goodwill to all of our fine military personelle and the work they have done and do.