With the slamming of the door a merry christmas is born. Sarcasm intended. What can I say one small moment of beleif in the power of christmas to cure all ills and I have doomed myself to a night of suicide watch, That she came to me and talked about it is the only hope I have. Perhaps the old wives tale that the people who suicide are the least likely to tell someone or mention it at all is true. Here's to hope!