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My brain is Rice.

 I am so lost in my head

I almost wish I were dead

I can't figure it out

I want to yell and shout

Like swords in my mind

The words are not kind

They slice and dice

My brain into rice

I try to cry it away

It goes for a day

Then is back twice as strong

I try but it goes wrong

Every damn time

I don't mean to whine

I need some sunshine

Or better yet a new life

Free from sorrow and strife

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